22 January, 2011

When Confusion Looms

Dear Father,

I saw your notepad lying on my desk and I just couldn't resist the urge to do the write thing, especially since I find it cathartic. I really need to clear my head right now and I could do with your help ... your jotter I mean! (pardon my impudence)

It's barely 3 weeks into the "New Year" and some of the goals/resolutions I set/made are already "seemingly" moot! No thanks to unforeseen circumstances and situations way beyond my immediate natural control. I guess this is your way of showing you're in charge *wink wink*

So I went out to register today and found out that the #INEC registration has to be done in/around my place of residence... sadly, the election wouldn't take place till April and who knows where I'd be then *wol* "wondering out loud"

If only I could tell tomorrow... I can barely even tell the next coupla minutes so why should I bother, really *rme*

Like everyone else, I just have to keep pressing on as I juggle work, family, friends, finances and health. Not to mention my spiritual life *sigh* I wish life wasn't so complicated. But your Grace is sufficient for Mee, for Your strength is made perfect in weakness *smile*

My assurance rests in the fact that even though I do not know the future or what the future holds, I know and I'm held by the One who holds the future. 

This is why I will press on and NOT give up even in the face of current realities *in your face satan*

Help me go through this wonderful year dear Lord... we have a lot to do! 

Your ever dependent child,
Mo Younique
January 2011